early in the morning when i arrive school, i take out my all my undone homework and wanted to start doing. just when i'm about to start, i saw aaron. i ask him to come over, and ask him what did lithium told him yesterday after school. at first he doesn't want to tell me, but after being forced by me, he told me. HE TOLD ME. he say .. lithium likes a girl. i wouldn't mention her name but let it be S. okay. i stunned. at first i'm okay, but after a minute or two. my tears start rolling down. i can't control myself. so i keep crying emo-ing crying emo-ing. WTH. what am i gonna do?! yes, i still talk. i still smile. i still laugh. BUT, i doesn't mean it. its all fake. not real. how can you expect a person that just broke her heart to smile and laugh? hohoho how funny.
i'm so stupid, so naive, so childish. what an idiot i am. i actually believed what NXX say. what the hell. just because he said lithium likes me, and actually believing him. oh gosh. OH GOSH. stupid. dayem. DAYEM!
now i don't care. i don't care anymore. i don't give a shit. seriously. imma give up. don't ever come interrupt my life from now on. goodbye. GOODBYE!
reviera
