Friday, September 16, 2011

finally

after days of emo-ing, i now came back and decided to blog.
these days have been a disaster for me.
lithium. LITHIUM. he knew already.
and he rejected, yea, ofcourse.
so. it's over. OVER. OVER!
he say he wanted me to be happy, hahah. without him, happy is not gonna appear in my dict.
shitness. he actually told his friends about it.
WTF IS HE THINKING?!
he promised not to tell others.
and now?! shit. i couldn't believe he actually did that.
FUCK. FUCK MY LIFE.
he actually treat this as a joke and tell others.
i'm so dissapointed. very very upset.
can i jump down from a really high building?!
shitness.