Saturday, December 24, 2011

silent night

few more hours to christmas, tonight was a silent, silent night.
no calls, no messages, no nothing. great.
today was great! everything's running fluently.
except one thing, I HAVEN'T PACK MY LUGGAGE AND I'M LEAVING TMR!
i really hate packing, too lazy to pack. heh.
went for a movie today with dalvin. it's called mission impossible, it's quite nice.


i'm leaving tmr, and coming back next year.
so this trip is the end of 2011, and a start of 2012.
how fast. 2011 is the best year i've ever had.
i have everything nice. nice friends, nice classmates, nice phone, nice camera, nice laptop, not-so-nice-but-still-better-than-previous-year's results, nice memories, nice crush ...... EVERYTHING! 
i really really like this year very very much. 
i don't want it to end, can the time please just stop!
stop moving forward. please.
i don't want to face 2012, i don't want to face new classmates, i don't want to meet new friends.
i want back everything same as 2011, everything! 
i'm just too afraid to face everything new. no .....
what if i meet those classmates that i don't want to meet like the previous year?
what if they do the same thing over again?
what if they don't like me?
what if the the nightmare continues .......
nooooooooooooo please stop the time, please ...



reviera