it was a very bad memory, really bad one. and of course, unforgettable.
i have phobia remembering these memories.
once i'm thinking about it, i will feel that it's going to happen again.
my life isn't going well before last year, that is why how much i love last year.
it was during Junior 2, that year was a disaster. everything bad happens to me. i don't understand why.
i have fear everyday going to school. i don't know what will happen next.
everyday was a nightmare. and that lasted a year, how aghast.
that time, only some people among the whole class are willing to be friends with me.
and one of my very important friend, she protected me in everything, she bring me to heaven.
i was in chinese orchestra that time, but i hated my club. i skip practices, camps, and everything.
and one day, she asked me to join a camp that will only be held twice a year.
i don't know what that is, but she say i will regret if i didn't join.
so, a week before the camp, a month after the deadline of registration, i decided to join.
as i say, a week before camp! i learn all those pieces from the beginning. it has almost ten songs!
i practice it every first and third recess, and after school. and finally, i improved!
and from that camp on, i love my club! and, Chinese Orchestra room is my heaven.
my club brings me happiness, makes me currently forget about those 'wonderful' memories.
this is also why how much i love my club.
saying so many things, i guess you guys don't know what club i'm talking about right?
i club is Sabah Tshung Tsin Secondary School Chinese Orchestra. 沙巴崇正华乐团.
so, i think i've been talking nonsense for the whole passage.
i'm just being emo so bear with me.
reviera
