text me and tell me she's beautiful.
text me everyday talking about her.
say she's cute.
get emo because of her.
ignore me because of her.
happy because of her.
sad because of her.
told me all your feelings towards her.
text me just for help.
asked me to teach you how I bake cookie because she loves the cookies I baked.
tell me that you're super duper happy until you don't know how to describe, also because of her.
went to somewhere because she's going too.
follow what she does.
do whatever she ask and what I ask you'll never do it, there's always a reason for not doing what I say but you listen to every single thing she said.
make me feels that if she doesn't exists, we wouldn't have chance to talk, or even just have a look at each other.
make me feel that I'm unwanted.
make me feel that all those moments of you and me are just my dreams, and it's just so very not important to you and it's just for fun.
seriously, is there any crush that is same as me? can accept the fact that your crush loves someone, and still share his love stories about his crush to you? tell you about how pretty how cute she is everyday? I don't know what am I thinking about. I know, I know that he won't like me anymore, he and I is never gonna workout. even if she doesn't exists. but I really don't know how I stand the heartbreak everyday when you talked to me about her. like seriously? if it happens to be other people, I think they're gonna die of jealousy or heartbreak. I seriously don't know what am I doing now. seriously...
