I'm sorry for breaking my promise that I didn't post any photos here. cause I'm really upset now and I really need to post my feeling here right now.
if you're a regular reader of my blog, you should know that I love my club, Chinese orchestra. those kind of love that you cannot even imagine. I will be starting from the very beginning. junior one. I hated my club so much and I wanted to quite my club so much! because it is boring and meaningless continue staying. so I ask my mum to write a letter for the teachers to tell them I wan to move to another club. but obviously, I failed. ok so that was in the very beginning of the year junior two. I went to the CCA office and ask for club transfer. but then teacher Simon was not there. my junior one class is very very far to the CCA building so I was too lazy to go for another time. and that's why I'm still in this club.
in junior two, I met a friend called lee yein, she is one of the Chinese orchestra member too. she started learning since primary school, that's why she was well trained and she loves club, too. and because of her, I went to my first chinese orchestra camp. and that's the I fall in love with my club. I was like crazy about club, and I can go like every recess to practice! and that's how my skills improve so fast so suddenly. anyway, I just love my club very much. the end of junior two, my form teacher suggested me and lee yein to become a prefect. but we rejected, because of our club. junior three, I met more new friends! and that's the 38! I love them! and they love me, I KNOW. haha. lol. just. after knowing them, I become more and more active in club. and so on. and last year, I went for my first election for committee. I AM VERY REGRET THAT I DIDN'T JOIN ELECTION FOR COMMITTEE EARLIER. and that's for another reason. btw, I didn't get in. just one more point. ONE MORE. so close, and yet so far. I've been emo-ed for quite a long time. but I've become a committee this year because last year's treasurer was not saying for senior three. so ya, treasurer. and now, I've passed my second election and now I'm the person who take care of those music scores ( I don't know what is it called in english but I hope you get what I mean ) and this is when I started to .... not like my club anymore. I do not know what is the main reason, but I know that it was partly because of 38 is leaving and I think they'll be no more fun in club without them, and partly because I have no close friends anymore if they leave. only one left. and he is a guy and he have his own friend so ya. but I think it was mostly because of the people in it. especially the new committees. ok. I know I'm now offending every committee now. but what I say was true! they're all fake people. except for one or two that are normal. other than that, ALL FAKE AND WEIRD. some are really too ... over confident. I don't know where does his/her confident come from, but I really doesn't think that you're anyway better. than anyone else. why? please. you guys are new. NEW. can you just listen to the old people's advice, and don't be so confident overflow? I really don't like the way you act. the way you are. please behave like a junior. junior as in a junior to me. respect the elder please. this club will be die-ing someday if you guys still behaving like that. so immature and naive. grow up, kids. if not, go home and drink milk. I'm really really tired and pissed. I this is the main reason I don't like my club anymore. people making you sick and tired.
