as you know i just ended my high school not long ago, and i'm now stepping into another chapter of my life.
i started working at Lintas View Hotel last week, which means i am no longer a student that have nothing to do all day long, stay at home watching movies and TV, hang out with friends whenever i want while waiting for the school holiday to end.
i'm not planning for overseas studies, so i guess the rest of my life will all be working, working and working. *sigh* though this is what i choose to be, but ..... i do not really have my own freedom choosing what i want anyway. do you know the feeling? when the rest of your life will be the same from now on...i feel so miserable *tearing*
i guess this will lead year 2013 to a very sad ending....
i do not have freedom, i lose my bestfriend, my family doesn't love me....
i feel like dying T.T
