Enrique Iglesias

Would you dance, if i asked you to dance? 

Would you run, and never look back? 

Would you cry, if you saw me crying? 

Would you save my soul tonight? 

Would you tremble, if i touched your lips? 

Would you laugh? Oh, please tell me this. 

Now, would you die for the one you love? 

Hold me in your arms, tonight. 

I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?

Would you lie? Would you run and hide?

Am i too deep? Have i lost my mind?

I don't care, you're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by you forever. 

You can take my breath away.

Oh, i just want to hold you.

I just want to hold you.

Am i in too deep? Have i lost my mind? 

Well, i don't care. You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by you forever. 

You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

i can kiss away the pain.

And i will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

bits of deep thoughts

I find that I've turned into a very different person. not out-going, not sociable, not that idiot whose friendly to almost everyone, and not that easy going person, not anymore. I still remember few years ago, making friends were super easy! I still remember the effort I put on everyone just to make them like me. I still remember people calling me pistachio, because it actually means happy pill in Chinese.

What does it feels like when you see yourself in the phase where you start transforming, not knowing that it's in a good or bad way? I cannot say that this is a good change, because i start to not talk to anyone unless the other person starts talking. Bringing up a topic had never been this difficult... I cannot say this is bad either because this is the time where i find my true friends, i don't have to lower down myself every single time to talk to people, i don't have to put so much effort on people anymore especially when he/she never put effort on me, never care. 

What happened to me, you ask? I have no idea. Maybe it's because i've been through some difficult times that i wouldn't want to remember lead me to this, or maybe this is just the real me. I remember myself being loud, crazy and noisy every single time because no joke, i'm a real loud speaker back then. I tried asking my friends what does this mean, they say it's just me growing up? they say this means i don't care if i have a lot of friends, all i want is just to be alone. but in the other hand, my mum say growing up is even how much hate you have on that person, you can still talk to them and work with them. this is growing up.

for real, i think i'm good like this, being quiet and all. if anti-social is the word, yes use it. i've put a lot of effort on a lot of people, yet they left me. so maybe it's time to stop all these? i don't know tho, maybe another person will appear and the "old" me will be back? i don't know...

當我想你的時候

那一天我漫步在夕陽下 看見一對戀人相互依偎

那一刻往事湧上心頭 剎那間我淚如雨下

昨夜我竟呆立雨中 望著街對面一動不動

那一刻彷彿回到從前 不由得我已淚流滿面

至少有十年我不曾流淚 至少有十首歌給我安慰

可現在我會莫名的哭泣 當我想你的時候

生命就像是一場告別 從起點對一切說再見

你擁有的僅僅是傷痕 在回望來路的時候

那天我們相遇在街上 彼此寒暄並報以微笑

我們像朋友般揮手道別 轉身後已淚流滿面

至少有十年我不曾流淚 至少有一些人給我安慰

可現在我會莫名的哭泣 但我想你的時候

可現在我會莫名的心碎 但我想你的時候

twenty second of march

1. was reminded that this week is already the 5th week of this semester and midterm is on week 8! haven't really settled down to study, not even a little ever since the beginning of this semester. mainly because sherry is here in Taiwan and we meet up almost once in 10 days on average! *blames sherry* hehe.

2. poured some curry sauce on my trackpad and it's not functioning anymore. went to ask for the price to fix it and it's NTD6000, crazy! ignored the trackpad function and bought a mouse instead.

3. just came back from Taichung yesterday afternoon, it was a good weekend! ate so much good food, meet friends (and sherry again ugh) and we actually decide to ride a bike from fengchia back to our hostel. talking about hostel, i filmed a little about my trip to Taichung and i hope the video will be up soon!

4. the urge of getting a bunny as a pet strikes at me today! spend the entire 3 hours lesson googling places to adopt/buy a bunny, dos and don'ts to bunnies and everything. i always wanted a puppy as a pet but never had a chance. i hope i can get a bunny but i'm still considering because i'm not sure if the landlord allows, and also i heard that bunnies will die anytime (?!), as in they die easier than other pets but i'm not really sure. have to do more research before doing any decision.

5. the famous green tea milk spread i ordered online just arrived today and i'm super excited! tried immediately and straight away i fell in love with it! it was so, so good! slightly expensive than other spreads but it's worth a try!

6. just had a 12-inch Subway as dinner and i'm super full.

sum up my winter break 2016

some pictures that aren't be able to appear in my videos are now up here! mostly hangout pictures. didn't take much pictures tho because most of them are replaced by videos and also snapchat. seriously couldn't handle so many things at one time but it's okay at least it's memorable.